1:15am

although ive considered it many times before, i dont think i'd be able to kill myself and end my life.

theres way too many books i have not read and people i have not met and stories i have not heard for me to stop here.

there are too many memories i have not made yet and places i need to visit. there are too many canvas' i have not painted and shows i have not seen, jokes i have not heard and songs i havent danced to. also there are people i haven't met, that could be important to me. i dont want to throw the rest of my life away over a few bad years.