was ist los?

Сложно представить, что меня ждёт в ближайшем будущем. Планы, которые я строила во время шараги порушились, потеряли смысл и стали от и до невыполнимыми. Right now it's life of mediocrity for me. Small pay, nothing to be proud of, but at least alive and loved, I guess. And, thanks to Gods, another door opened. Maybe it will eventually lead me somewhere. Never I would've thought that I will end up in a position like this, but life, as I know, is full of surprises. 8 days here, 8 days there. Strange, but I can deal with it. And I still need to finish the illustrations I owe to people. I need to lock in tomorrow, yeah? To finish one piece, at least, and to look at another one and decide what to do with it. Maybe I'll just turn it in as is with minimal interference, who knows. For now I'm at least thanksful that something happened and got resolved. Blood, eh? Well, more like tears and blood. I gave You a good show. It drained me, sure, but I guess it was entertaining. Everything else will heal eventually.