_{Days pass by and my eyes they dry and I think that I'm okay}

_{'Til I find myself in conversation fading away}

_{The way you smile, the way you walk}

_{The time you took to teach me all that you had taught}

_{Tell me, how am I supposed to move on?}

_{These days I'm becoming everything that I hate}

_{Wishing you were around, but now it's too late}

_{My mind is a place that I can't escape your ghost}

_{Sometimes I wish that I could wish it all away}

_{One more rainy day without you}

_{Sometimes I wish that I could see you one more day}

_{One more rainy day}

_{Oh, I'm a wreck without you here}

_{Yeah, I'm a wreck since you've been gone}

_{I've tried to put this all behind me}

_{I think I was wrecked all along}

_{Yeah, I'm a wreck}

_{They say that the time will heal it, the pain will go away}

_{But everything, it reminds me of you and it comes in waves}

_{The way you laugh when your shoulders shook}

_{The time you took to teach me all that you had taught}

_{Tell me, how am I supposed to move on?}

_{These days I'm becoming everything that I hate}

_{Wishing you were around, but now it's too late}

_{My mind is a place that I can't escape your ghost}

_{Sometimes I wish that I could wish it all away}

_{One more rainy day without you}

_{Sometimes I wish that I could see you one more day}

_{One more rainy day}

_{Oh, I'm a wreck without you here}

_{Yeah, I'm a wreck since you've been gone}

_{I've tried to put this all behind me}

_{I think I was wrecked all along}

_{These days when I'm on the brink of the edge}

_{I remember the words that you said}

_{"Remember the life you led"}

_{You'd say, "Oh, suck it all up, don't get stuck in the mud}

_{Thinking of things that you should have done"}

_{I'll see you again, my loved one}

_{I'll see you again, my loved one}

_{Yeah, I'm a wreck}

_{I'll see you again, my loved one}

_{Yeah, I'm a wreck without you here}

_{(I'm a wreck without you here, loved one)}

_{Yeah, I'm a wreck since you been gone}

_{(I'm a wreck since you've been gone)}

_{I've tried to put this all behind me}

_{I think I was wrecked all along (I'm a wreck)}

_{Yeah, I'm a wreck}

_{Sometimes I wish that I could wish it all away (But I can't)}

_{One more rainy day without you (One more rainy day)}

_{Sometimes I wish that I could see you one more day (But I can't)}

_{One more rainy day}

я могу лишь разрушать и портить. я сам причиняю боль людям и себе.

я очень устал от этого.

я устал быть одиноким.

я устал терять близких людей.

я устал быть виноватым.

я хочу быть хорошим. и я пытаюсь быть таким.

но почему результат всегда один и тот же?

что, блять, со мной не так?