where where where where where where where where where where where where where
where where where where where where where where where where where where where
where where where where where where where where where where where where where
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B rut A l
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( it is brutal out of here )
They would all be so disappointed because who am I if not exploited? Where is my fucking dream? If someone tells me one more time
"ENJOY YOUR YOUTH,"
I am gonna cry. I do not stick up for myself. I am anxious, and nothing can help. I wish I had done this before. All I did was try my best, this the kind of thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset. Ego crush is so severe.
I KNEW FROM ( THE START )
THAT ISEXACTLY
,, HOW YOU WOULD LEAVE ``
BY MY ETERNAL SADNESS.
——— I DO NOT WANT YOUR SYMPATHY ————
stupid
emotional
obsessive
I JUST WANT
,, M Y S E L F ,,
. . . enough?
AmI
. . .enough?
little
me
B A C K.
R E S C U E
HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME
HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME
HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME
M E
YOU ALWAYS SAY
I AM NEVER
NEVER NEVER NEVER
NEVER NEVER NEVER
NEVER NEVER NEVER
( SATISFIED )
——— AM I?
I do not think it is true, because
all I have ever wanted was to be
.
.
.
enough.
,, SOMEDAY I WILL BE EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY ELSE ``
BY MY CHILDISH HOPE.
THE THINGS YOU DID . . .
JUST TO CALL ME Y O U R S.
USE ME AS AN ALIBI — YOU CROSS YOUR HEART AS I CROSS THE LINE
Every time a siren sounds
I wonder if you are around
WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU?
WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU?
WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU?
Because you know
I would do it all again.
(Bitter)(sweet) to think about
THE DAMAGE
that we do.
DO YOU LOVE ME?
( I say that I hate you )
DO YOU WANT ME?
( with a smile on my face )
DO YOU HATE ME?
DOE-EYED AS I BURIED YOU . . .
LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT YOU. LOOK AT US.
LOOK AT YOU. LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT US.
LOOT AT U S. LOOK AT U S. LOOK AT U S.
,, I HOPE I WAS YOUR FAVORITE CRIME ``
BY MY HURTFUL PRIDE
WHEN THE CLOUDS ARE IRONED OUT
AND THE MONSTERS CREEP INTO YOUR HOUSE
AND EVERY DOOR IS HARD TO CLOSE
Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred. I hope you took your bad deal and made a royal flush. I do not know if I will see you again someday . . .
—— when your memories hurts. don’t expect yourself to always be happy. longing for something or somebody is not weakness, you’re just processing it. you’ll be okay.
foolish
GOT A BROKEN EGO
———————— and
G
D
Owhere should I start?
where should I start?
I do not even know where to start.
where should I start?
where should I start?
where where where where where where where where where where where where where
where where where where where where where where where where where where where
where where where where where where where where where where where where where
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?
B r
t A l
u?
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( it is brutal out of here )
They would all be so disappointed because who am I if not exploited? Where is my fucking dream? If someone tells me one more time
"ENJOY YOUR YOUTH,"
I am gonna cry. I do not stick up for myself. I am anxious, and nothing can help. I wish I had done this before. All I did was try my best, this the kind of thanks I get? Unrelentlessly upset. Ego crush is so severe.
I KNEW FROM ( THE START )
THAT IS
EXACTLY
,, HOW YOU WOULD LEAVE ``
BY MY ETERNAL SADNESS.
——— I DO NOT WANT YOUR SYMPATHY ————
stupid


obsessive
I JUST WANT
,, M Y S E L F ,,
Am

I
me

R E S C U E
HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME
HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME
HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME HELP ME SAVE ME
M E
YOU ALWAYS
SAY
NEVER NEVER NEVER
NEVER NEVER NEVER
NEVER NEVER NEVER
( SATISFIED )

I do not think it is true, because
all I have ever wanted was to be
.
.
.
enough.
,, SOMEDAY I WILL BE EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY ELSE ``
BY MY CHILDISH HOPE.
THE THINGS YOU DID . . .
USE ME AS AN ALIBI — YOU CROSS YOUR HEART AS I CROSS THE LINE
Every time a siren sounds
I wonder if you are around
WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU?
WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU?
WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU?
Because you know
I would do it all again.
(Bitter)(sweet) to think about
THE
DAMA
GEthat
we
do.
DO YOU LOVE ME?
( I say that I hate you )
DO YOU WANT ME?
( with a smile on my face )
DO YOU HATE ME?
DOE-EYED AS I BURIED YOU . . .
LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT YOU. LOOK AT US.
LOOK AT YOU. LOOK AT ME. LOOK AT US.
LOOT AT U S. LOOK AT U S. LOOK AT U S.
,, I HOPE I WAS YOUR FAVORITE CRIME ``
BY MY HURTFUL PRIDE
WHEN THE CLOUDS ARE IRONED OUT
AND THE MONSTERS CREEP INTO YOUR HOUSE
AND EVERY DOOR IS HARD TO CLOSE
Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred. I hope you took your bad deal and made a royal flush. I do not know if I will see you again someday . . .
but if you are out there,
I hope you are
( ( ( O K A Y ) ) )
Tell me,


are you okay?
Tell me,



are you loved?
Tell me,


are you safe?
P.S. God, I hope that you are happier today
Because I love you, I hope that you are okay. ♡